My Heaven is Hell and my Hell is Heaven

Here is what I wrote down to myself, and I believe if you are on the same path of self-improvement like I am then this is for you, this is simply something I had thought of for the community and a download I got from being outside.

I may not think it now and I may not realize it, but I think in the future what my heaven is to me, will look like hell to most. As wild as it is for me to say I feel as though it is true, my heaven will look like hell to most because my hell looks like heaven to me. I don't think I'll enjoy my heaven as much as I do hell because it's pushing past the lower version of yourself it's the perseverance when everything is telling you to give up, it's defying and completely shattering the limits of the self that makes the journey fun and satisfying. I used to shiver when I took cold showers but now it's a regular thing and instead the hot water is actually more uncomfortable for me now lol it's like my mind is reversed that's why I'm saying my heaven will look like hell because my tell looks like heaven. Soon I will comprehend this but it's rising out of your old addictions and rising above your guilt and persevering when you're tired that is what makes the journey of life itself so precious you become grateful for the temptations and the people around who would rather see your lower self because without them you wouldn't have the fire within to become something greater than who you are!

So, in conclusion to all of this when your heaven feels like hell be grateful that you made it out of the lowest version of you after all what is life if not intended for your growth!