The Agenda of Idolatry

"I gotta hold it I gotta save me"-Xella Swish 2025

Ok so you guys know that I made a song called deep within is a hero and I talk about how all of these OF models are bringing me more pain because of them reflecting my lustful feelings back to me. I've come to the realization that it is not them that is bad but your perspective on them. By putting them above you and thinking they are some type of goddess, they have the opportunity to take advantage of you. I realize when you objectify them and just look at them like sex dolls, they would have the opportunity to take away your desire and use it for their benefit. However, when you put their perfect bodies to the side and just look at their journey as well as the path they went on before the glow up, you begin to understand that they are just like you. At one point in time nobody knew who they were, nobody knew anything about some of these models but all of a sudden, they blew up all because they worked on themselves physically, mentally, and even spiritually. The agenda in this scenario and how they take advantage of men is simple. Display their growth as well as the work they put in to have the body that they do. In these scenarios, they show their growth, so you take focus off of yours and give energy to theirs instead! As if they aren't already perfect enough lol. Now some do have procedures and different type of surgeries to skip the process itself which is fine it's your body do what you want with it but me personally, I couldn't respect it just because of it being a shortcut to a reward. By idolizing and praising these girls as if they were the most important thing in our lives, we take power away from ourselves and give all of our energy to them. I can't believe that I didn't see this before and to any women I have objectified in the past I would like to use this post to apologize. Ladies, y'all are more important than you think, and I was dumb to overlook your true nature that lies within you. Fellas, you can continue on this life of looking at women like they are a toy if you want but they are only going to do the same to you if you don't change your ways. They are only going to make your life worse as I said in the song because they are reflecting the thoughts and emotions that lie within your brain. Once again, my apologies go out to all of the women that I looked at in a way that was not beyond the physical form. I realize my fault in all of this and shall appreciate all of whom and what you are not just the body that you display! I love you and maybe I can make amends once my mind is free from survival mode.