I'm stuck in this perfection explained

I'm living on my own pattern now and it's really been ruling my life for a while. A couple of years ago I was living in this apartment in Austin all on my own, I never knew that I would be so cultivated in that self-love that I would keep it all to me even when others were around. It is this same love however I believe will save me and those who seek the real me and not some polished version that they yearn and desire for. In this song I state how I get caught up in trying to be something for someone else so much to the point where I forget how to be my true self. This song would be an imperfection for me since I don't know how to tone it down and just dim my light for others, I DONT KNOW HOW! I feel invigorated now with the energy I carry, I will speak my mind regardless of what other people think say or feel about me. Through me being stuck in this perfection however, I realize that I cannot be the same even for the people that know me so well. This is the point in the album where I start to change and express the perfections about myself but just before that I end up making the song you all may know as "I'm not perfect at all". Let this song be a means of you changing your ways so much to where you become stuck to your constant evolution in life, better to constantly be moving up than to be in the stagnant energy moving backwards.